Hi everybody!!
I have no idea how to live without money & credit card but it is what I am doing right now. WHY?
Because unfortunately people including me, ruins their life because IMAGE.
I know now that it is a matter of insecurity and because our society imposes us certain parameters and demand from us some “Life style” if we want to be “Recognized” by our partners.
Well, I am crossing for very difficult moments in my life. I am the owner of a company for 7 years.
All I made it well but I was not provident. I leased a very expensive office and house trying to be at the “same level” than the other who works in my field. (Stupid thing now I know)
In 2005 I lost two important deals and for that reason I didn't receive money. I count with that money (BIG mistake) and that was the beginning of my “Broke”.
I preserve my house and my office until December, 2006 (Another error) thinking that everything would get ok.
I requested borrowed money, first to the bank, then I “Burned” my credit cards and finally I request borrowed money to my family.
At this point I have 40 dollars and I have a debt of USD52, 665, 88.
This debt involve credits, house payment (Back payments of my previous rented house) and worse, taxes that I should have paid before February 15 corresponding to the year 2006 and part of 2005. And all these problems just to preserves mi image? Ohh MY how stupid I was …
Of course I learn the lesson. Now I am living in a smaller place. I cut all the extra expenses and I am trying to continue working with the “No budget” that I have.
I am alone in a country that is not mine, without any possibilities to find a job (Why?)
Because I have two possibilities; one, work in my field for one of my competitors (I tried without result) and two, work as a nanny, housekeeper, housekeeper manager or some kind of domestic job (I tried without any result two) Why? Because I am a classy and nice looking girl, so nobody wants me for that kind of job. So, in this occasion, image played against me.
What will I make? I don’t know…I guess waiting until the following business succeeds…
I the meantime I will be here writing about my day by day. I will appreciate very much your comments and advices. In other words; your friendship. As I said before I am alone here and there is some days that I would like to go to bed and to wake up when everything is solved. I am not a coward, and I have never thought that to die it is a solution. (NO WAY) I love myself .But sometimes I feel very bad…There is some days that I don't want to do anything, I don’t eat sometimes or I eat too much because I am anxious. I don’t leave house…Etc So my blog will be my ESCAPE…
Please feel free to say anything you want, don’t be shy, drop me a line : -)
I have no idea how to live without money & credit card but it is what I am doing right now. WHY?
Because unfortunately people including me, ruins their life because IMAGE.
I know now that it is a matter of insecurity and because our society imposes us certain parameters and demand from us some “Life style” if we want to be “Recognized” by our partners.
Well, I am crossing for very difficult moments in my life. I am the owner of a company for 7 years.
All I made it well but I was not provident. I leased a very expensive office and house trying to be at the “same level” than the other who works in my field. (Stupid thing now I know)
In 2005 I lost two important deals and for that reason I didn't receive money. I count with that money (BIG mistake) and that was the beginning of my “Broke”.
I preserve my house and my office until December, 2006 (Another error) thinking that everything would get ok.
I requested borrowed money, first to the bank, then I “Burned” my credit cards and finally I request borrowed money to my family.
At this point I have 40 dollars and I have a debt of USD52, 665, 88.
This debt involve credits, house payment (Back payments of my previous rented house) and worse, taxes that I should have paid before February 15 corresponding to the year 2006 and part of 2005. And all these problems just to preserves mi image? Ohh MY how stupid I was …
Of course I learn the lesson. Now I am living in a smaller place. I cut all the extra expenses and I am trying to continue working with the “No budget” that I have.
I am alone in a country that is not mine, without any possibilities to find a job (Why?)
Because I have two possibilities; one, work in my field for one of my competitors (I tried without result) and two, work as a nanny, housekeeper, housekeeper manager or some kind of domestic job (I tried without any result two) Why? Because I am a classy and nice looking girl, so nobody wants me for that kind of job. So, in this occasion, image played against me.
What will I make? I don’t know…I guess waiting until the following business succeeds…
I the meantime I will be here writing about my day by day. I will appreciate very much your comments and advices. In other words; your friendship. As I said before I am alone here and there is some days that I would like to go to bed and to wake up when everything is solved. I am not a coward, and I have never thought that to die it is a solution. (NO WAY) I love myself .But sometimes I feel very bad…There is some days that I don't want to do anything, I don’t eat sometimes or I eat too much because I am anxious. I don’t leave house…Etc So my blog will be my ESCAPE…
Please feel free to say anything you want, don’t be shy, drop me a line : -)
2 comments:
it's good that you have learned your lesson. my lesson was that if i am not up to other people's "level" they think bad of me, if i am better, they are jealous so i do not care. i have learnt that an emergency fund brings me more inner peace than any house, car, clothes and anything else. if i need to, i can exchange those money in what i need then.
most practical financial skills were learnt by me through financial blogs, not what i have learnt in school. in what country do you live and in what domain did you have the company?
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