PLEASE HELP ME !!!

I have been very complicated. If you read my previous post, you will note that I have serious financial problems. I tried everything, debt consolidations, loans from friends and family and now I really don’t know what to do…

Next Tuesday October 2, I have to pay USD12.428 and I have no money or where to get the money. If I don’t pay, I will lose all my Bank record and I will have to wait for 3 years to get a Bank account again and I use my Bank account to my job.

I sold all the valuable things that I had so now I am lost…

I believe that many people ask for money on Internet and I know that many of those people don’t really have problems and for that the people who could help don’t do it but in my case is true.

I will use my blog as a last recourse to get some help from people who read my post. Please forgive me for ask money but I am totally desperate…

At the right top I have PayPal account and PayPal include all the credit cards. When you open the link you will see my e-mail and when you make a donation they advice me by sending me an e-mail. I will write here if somebody sends me a donation and the amount. If someday I can return the money I will make it.

Or if you have a job for me I am open to that too.

Please help me to get my life back it is seem to me like I am on hell

God bless you

I sold one of my art pieces!

I am not sure about the purpose of a Blog.
People come, read and go. Some return, others not. I saw a lot of Blog without any comment, interesting Blog others not too much but all without comments.
Well, I guess people doesn’t have time to say something or topics are not attractive…
So, if nobody makes a comment, we are some kind of entertainments or we are some sorts of newspaper…
I know, in my case there is not to much to say…hmmm that’s not good..
But today I have a good new! I sold one of my art pieces! Yes!! I am so happy because
I will be able to pay some bills. Not my debts but it will help me.
So I went to the supermarket I bought some food and stuff… I know very simple thing but you have no idea how much mean to me after not having money at all.
I learned how to valorise all those small things that we forget or that we take for granted. And better, I learned to thank for it to God with my heart and not just with my mouth.
I really think that He will help me in my new life that I am starting!

Money, cake & Carrots

I read too many things about how to make money on Internet.
I joined in some Sites to experience. After try I earn USD 0,07 ha ha ha
That’s was funny…I don’t want to talk bad things about it but I cannot imagine how you can work from home as they say…
Well at least I have learned many things and I have discovered other, those which I didn't know anything before, like html language, burn feed and stuff like that…
After that I think that I have no future trying to make money with Internet. (Well until today)
My garage sales are much better than this. Lol
Perhaps I can sell something in my work this week; I mean one of my art stuff
I see that more promissory than making money on Internet..
In the meantime I will continues eating carrots and cakes (Yes, carrots are cheaper and you can make a nice carrot cake) Lol Not kidding …
There is only one problem; my skin will become orange….Lol

Hard work

I’ve been working very hard to try to earn some money, that it’s the reason why I have not written in the last three days.
I told to a friend (He doesn’t know about my financial condition) that I was working hard and he sent me this:
I thought was funny

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this:
What Makes 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%.
How can we achieve 103%?
What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these Questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
And
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the BULLSHIT and ASSKISSING that will put you over the top

Thank you!!

It is nice to know that there is some people reading my blog and giving me some ideas to make money. Thank you to all!!

Money…I cannot believe that I have all these problems. Sometimes it is seems to me that I am dreaming. This is very hard to handle. I just hope to leave this problem soon.I don't know how I will make it, but I have to make it…

This situation it scares me and it confuses me a lot, I just don’t know what to do.

At night I found myself watching to the ceiling thinking about it for hours, and it's seems to me like I will be forever with this problem. I know it won't be…but it’s what I feel…

I believe in miracles, in fact my life has been full of miracles. So I think that I need to develop my faith… Please pray for me I really need it

The Long and Winding Road

Today I am not in the mood to write. I am a little down.
Here is one of my favorite’s songs. I hope you like it!

Watch the Video

The eternal conflict between the good and the bad things WHAT A DAY!!

Today I had a very bad day… If you read my previous posts; you will know that I sold one of my computers to pay the rent. Well the computer was damaged…Yes, it didn't work…I was thinking to myself, why these things happen to me? I am a bad person? No
Did I make bad things to other people and for that reason I have to pay now? No
I belong to a family who inculcated me good principles perhaps in an exaggerated way
And now that I have all these problems I feel confused because I think in all the opportunities that I had to make easy money in my work, requesting for more percentage of my sales, receiving bribes etc (I am a sort of commission agent in the arts field) and I didn't because I thought that it was not ethical… I know, it is the big battle between the good things and the bad things.
Well… I will continue in the good side…It is very difficult, especially when you see that there are a lot of very successful people which base their business on deceits, but I am sure that it is the best thing to do.
Well, I don’t want to go to the bed bitter and sad…Now I need to figure out what can I sell to gather the money.
Ohh! Today I received the first comment in my post! I am happy for that!
Thank you Peter!! I will try your suggestion.

Coin by coin

I have good new regarding my garage sale. I already sold some clothes and one of my computers. I AM HAPPY! I am gathering the money to pay the rent coin by coin. That it is the most important thing right now.
The good part; I have learned a lot regarding Internet in the last couple of days.
As I said before, the most difficult part for me it was everything relative to RSS
But I think I made a good work…I hope so…
I looked for places to submit my Blog as per a friend advice and I already done it
So now I need visitors…hmmm how can I attract visitors to my blog?
No idea…I will not use nudity, pornography or stuff like that so I need to be very smart to write.. And as you can see I am not smart at all (Due my financial situation) so my future making money with my Blog doesn’t look bright : -) : -) Lol
Now I have to find funny stuff to add here.
Have you any advice about it?

My brain is afire!!

Oh My!! I cannot believe it!! I found the “Widgets”. Before yesterday I didn’t know anything about it. Perhaps you neither know…
Widget: a third party item that can be embedded in a web page
In other words, advertising for other Web Sites. They say that we can make money with that. Well I thought that due my condition, it was a good idea, so now I have my Blog full of this stuff.
It is very easy to place some of them on the Page but there are others which burned my brain.
For me it is very comprehensive “Copy & Paste” but feed, RSS, and stuff like that, puff… (“Ready to burn your feed?”) What is this? I expend a big portion of the evening trying to understand and now I have an idea about it. For me it was like to read Einstein manuscripts.
Well I have nice icons with “Widgets” that I hope works.

Have you a widget to recommend me? Please let me know : -)

Garage sale

Today I began the desperate fight to gather the money to pay the rent. The owner of the house will come next Saturday to pick up the money. Ohh My…Well I think that I need to be practical, so I started to sell some stuff that I am not using any longer. For this reason, this morning I went to speak with the housekeepers (They are very nice people) of my neighbours to offer them the things. I hid a little of course. I am proud (Bad thing) I mean, I feel shame that people around me knows what is happening to me.
So, since I moved for a smaller house, I am using that pretext; “I have not enough space” “I have too many unnecessarily things” stuff like that. It is not that I cannot accept my new conditions I just don’t feel well. You know…It is the first time that this is happen to me so is a little difficult to deal with. But I will survive!! I hope… I am scared but at the same time I have faith.
Just in case, I have a computer and used clothes from famous designers for sell. Are you interested? JUST KIDDING je je
In the meantime I will search on the Web about how to make money with my blog. I have heard about it, but I am not very familiar with it. I put some of these Ads yesterday but I have no idea how this work. Anyway I will find the way. I hope that in the process my computer become not filled of ad ware, spyware, popups and all that stuff that I still don't understand very well. I belong to the artists people of this world, so Internet was important for me just because the e-mails and the research, that’s was all…So I need to learn.
Well, I will investigate and then I will use the tools in my blog
Bye for now….And wish me luck with my sales : -)

MY FIRST POST (Introduction)

Hi everybody!!

I have no idea how to live without money & credit card but it is what I am doing right now. WHY?
Because unfortunately people including me, ruins their life because IMAGE.
I know now that it is a matter of insecurity and because our society imposes us certain parameters and demand from us some “Life style” if we want to be “Recognized” by our partners.
Well, I am crossing for very difficult moments in my life. I am the owner of a company for 7 years.
All I made it well but I was not provident. I leased a very expensive office and house trying to be at the “same level” than the other who works in my field. (Stupid thing now I know)
In 2005 I lost two important deals and for that reason I didn't receive money. I count with that money (BIG mistake) and that was the beginning of my “Broke”.
I preserve my house and my office until December, 2006 (Another error) thinking that everything would get ok.
I requested borrowed money, first to the bank, then I “Burned” my credit cards and finally I request borrowed money to my family.
At this point I have 40 dollars and I have a debt of USD52, 665, 88.
This debt involve credits, house payment (Back payments of my previous rented house) and worse, taxes that I should have paid before February 15 corresponding to the year 2006 and part of 2005. And all these problems just to preserves mi image? Ohh MY how stupid I was …
Of course I learn the lesson. Now I am living in a smaller place. I cut all the extra expenses and I am trying to continue working with the “No budget” that I have.
I am alone in a country that is not mine, without any possibilities to find a job (Why?)
Because I have two possibilities; one, work in my field for one of my competitors (I tried without result) and two, work as a nanny, housekeeper, housekeeper manager or some kind of domestic job (I tried without any result two) Why? Because I am a classy and nice looking girl, so nobody wants me for that kind of job. So, in this occasion, image played against me.
What will I make? I don’t know…I guess waiting until the following business succeeds…
I the meantime I will be here writing about my day by day. I will appreciate very much your comments and advices. In other words; your friendship. As I said before I am alone here and there is some days that I would like to go to bed and to wake up when everything is solved. I am not a coward, and I have never thought that to die it is a solution. (NO WAY) I love myself .But sometimes I feel very bad…There is some days that I don't want to do anything, I don’t eat sometimes or I eat too much because I am anxious. I don’t leave house…Etc So my blog will be my ESCAPE…
Please feel free to say anything you want, don’t be shy, drop me a line : -)